My journey of late has called me to be still and listen. Having lived a very active lifestyle up to this point, hip surgery and its recovery have been challenging for me.
When the ongoing pain and the need for surgical assistance became apparent to me last fall, I found my mind beginning to wrap itself around a belief that I needed to accept the pain as part of aging. However, holding such a belief went against my teaching, not to mention the fact that it wasn’t serving me to spin these thoughts. So, I did my very best to be present to my body and stay out of my mind.
In the midst of sitting still, I began to hear the voices of my ancestors. Having never had any surgical treatment, I had been asking for assistance. Those who showed up to offer support were familiar, and as we sat together, it was clear they held deep connection with me and intended to be intimately involved in my process. I was assured that all would be well and they would be present to guide me along this path.
My experience at the hospital went more smoothly than I had anticipated. I was clearly guided to the right physician for my issue - synchronistically his name is Dr. Elder. All things unfolded to me in a perfect way to offer gentle support as I prepared for surgery. I was directed to a wonderful healer who helped me template the surgery just days before my surgery date and had wonderful support in the aftermath.
What I've become aware of is the way that we -- my ancestors and I -- need each other. I drew them in for support in surgery and recovery and we now continue to connect as we have this synergistic relationship that serves us all. And so we’ve been doing this dance the past several months.
I'm healing in a gradual and consistent way and notice my progression as each week passes. The past two weeks, I birthed another doll. This one holds the energy of my ancestors. She’s kicking up her heals, letting me know I'm meant to dance ~ and on her face is a mirror, so I can see myself reflected in her.
Much, much gratitude to you ancestors for your invitation to dance with you.
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